feeling

I hate carrying around this feeling like no one likes me....my dog hates me, my youngest son hates me...just feel like everyone out there hates me and they don't want to be around me.

I feel like all of my friends/family get together but they tell each other don't invite Kristen.

Been crying over this for days....like everyone else...I just want to be loved and accepted...

It's Mother's Day....so what!

Each Mother's Day I hope that my boys somehow plan something for me, or that their dad gives them money to get me something. Mother's Day comes, and.....nothing! No card, no breakfast in bed, no flowers or just a simple Happy Mother's Day.

Wait....I did get one gift my oldest came to Church with me. He knows that it is important to me.

It kills me that the can't do anything for me. What I have I done wrong with them? 

Hmmm...let me rethink this blog....everyday is Mother's Day...ugh that doesn't work either.

I am jealous of my friends that have a wonderful Mother's Day, with flowers, gifts, breakfast in bed, a nice meal out.

I just want my boys to appreciated me and everything that I do for them.

ugh...can we just skip this day all together....and Valentines Day too!!