Sunday, September 9, 2012

Replacing the negative with the truth

Replacing the negative with truth, it's like rewinding your life tape and recording over it.
Things I do know....I am loved by God despite of myself. He does not judge me for my mistakes. He holds my hand and says to me 'yep it's pretty bad but you know what, I love you and I am here to help you through it'. I know that I am worthy of the love of a man and not all of them will hurt. I know that I am a great mom. I know that I am better then the negative thoughts I have of myself. I know that I am good at anything I put my mind to......

I know that I am loved

Sunday, September 2, 2012

What is going on with me?

My body/mind is doing strange things, I don't know where I belong anymore (at work, at home, and anywhere else I might be).

I hate it, I love being around people, I love being with my kids and I love being with my family but lately....I rather just hide in my room. I don't know why...maybe its safer in here....no one will make me feel bad in here, no one will make me feel stupid, no one will leave me out.

My body is slowly changing, I am tired all the time, my body hurts and aches. I have hot flashes that last all day....

Jesus....help me!! I hate this place I am in.....

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