Monday, October 19, 2009

ok...I am not ok being alone

I have spent the last few months telling myself, telling everyone around me that I am ok being alone....well the truth is I AM NOT OK BEING ALONE! I am over it, tired of it, tired wishing for it, tired, tired of it.

Now how do I fix this? I have no idea where to start, where to look. Not sure about the whole online dating, been there done it...met nothing but weirdos, guys that wanted to know what size bra I wear....ugh! Where is the nice ones? Where are the ones that are not all about my bra size? It's like finding a needle in a haystack. I don't know how to do this.

I just might have to face the fact I will be alone and that there is no prince charming coming for me....ugh!!! can't take it anymore

Thursday, October 15, 2009

A Mom of Boys

Growing up I was the only girl around, I had an older brother that had to take me everywhere. I have always been around men (could be the reason I like sports and that farts don't bug me). So when I had both of the boys I knew that I could handle it being a mom of boys because I was always around them. Was I wrong!

No one told me that boys have mood swings and are hormonal! Gesh I thought only girls did that! I have one right smack in the middle of puberty and one right on the verge of starting! It is crazy around here, I never know if I said something wrong or if I did something that I would normally do that now embarrasses them. They are moody! Oh my gosh, that is the worst!

I can handle the girl stuff, I went though it but this boys stuff is rough!

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