Thursday, July 30, 2009


Do you you every have those days were all you want to do is bury your head in a pillow, a hole, in anything and hope that things will get better after you pull your head out of whatever?

I want to bury my head, take a long nap and then when I wake up all of my personal stresses will be gone! Wouldn't life be great if that was to happen? But then again God brings us to stressful situations to help us, he doesn't bury his head when he stresses out. Whatever He has me going through, I know He will not leave my side, He will not turn His back on me for He is the one that I given my life up to. Lord, you know my heart and you know the stress I am is your will not mine and I know that you will be by my side during this season of my life and you will help me through.

Monday, July 20, 2009

Wedding Day

Yesterday one of my dear friends got married. It was a beautiful day..but HOT! Standing up at the altar in a long dress with three skirts was miserable.

I was the reason they met, she and I went on a Pub Crawl with a singles group that I was thinking of joining. It hurt to know that I was the one looking for someone and she found someone. But that is great! She told me that if he would have came into her life about a year before that she would have not been ready for him or a relationship.

As we were leaving last night my friends new husband gave me a hug and thanked me for bringing her out that night... and that its time for me to find someone.

Time will tell....Happy Wedding Life M&J.....may you married be as happy as you two are at this moment!

Friday, July 10, 2009

When people don't know the truth

How can some people look you in the eye and treat you like crap and then turn around and be the greatest of people to others?

The ex. husband ignores his parental rights (visitation weekend and days, not paying child support) but then people on the outside think he is the greatest thing since sliced bread (never got that saying). They rave about how great he is, what a wonderful job he has makes me ill. What if those people knew the truth? Would they still look at him the same? What if those people knew that he has not provided one thing for his children in over a year? What if they knew that he ignores his children?

I know the truth and they will have to find theirs out on their own...but then again he needs to let the truth set him free....but then again he lives in a completely different world then the rest of us.

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